First day of many, as I move on with my life. Today was kinda hard, as I was out so many things crossed my mind. Things that were said, wrote, expressed. Feeling, reactions and suppressed emotion. How did I get to this place, where I miss you and refuse to believe that you aren't missing me. Like, how do you not care but then I know you care about her too....*sigh* her.... Y did u have to get a her.... A her who is giving you a him....smh, a baby..... yep, u don't care, can't care for me and do all this, right? Right?!?
Saw a couple out today with their newborn, the father, gazing at his baby and I almost broke down. Starting over is harder than I imagined but, I don't see myself coming back, no more going back.
