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Thursday, March 17, 2011
Starting Anew
When I started this blog, I was still in the process of trying to see if I could work things out with my BD. I orginially decided this blog would be a journal to allow me to see not just remember all the times, when he made hickups, and I decided to let him and this thing go. Since then, I have been thinking and I decided I don't want to even go that far with it, I have enough reason already for why I should just let it all go. So I sat down today and wrote a letter to BD and told him I think its best that we just be parents. I have said this before, and he has tried to change my mind and I eventually give in. This time I hope its different. I want it to be different. I find it hard to keep giving myself the excuses
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